PART II : 1617 SEMESTER I

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُهُ

.. بِسْمِ اللّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْمِ

DAY 2 - Went to class on 10 o'clock in the morning with a bright and excite mood. It's turn for M.O.M subject. Felt little nervous at first, but I have many iron ladies in the class. Luckily, I also met a cool lect named Mr.Rosl. He was very funny yet friendly with us. He managed to told us his scary moment in life whereas his brain was cut off about 6cm with MYR 60K cost. Despite that inperfection, he proved that with minor brain he could also received his Masters in Materials Engine. Now, he is pursuing for his pHD in Mechanical Engine.  

I went home as usual to do house chores. Then, prepared for next class which is ER. This class is differs from other classes as it combined students from various faculty into one class. So, I met new friends as well as new lect. PM Dr. Sham Has a lot of experiences in history related subject somehow he's good in attracting students when it's bored. (HU-HU)

Received text from my friend, Yan asking for a meet after both of us finished our class at 4 o'clock. We're craving for ABC. There we go~~

Add-on Tauhu 'Burn'

After having short met with Yan, I returned home and take a nap. Gets into Jacky back on 6.25pm to next destination :

Today will be the last day for my cousin Iera for her internship here. In a blink of an eye, 3 months just faded away. It seems just like yesterday, when I drove and pick her up day,evening and night. It is all become memory after this.

"Success is sweet and sweeter if long delayed and gotten through many struggles and defeats."

Yours truly,

PART I: 1617 SEMESTER I

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُهُ

.. بِسْمِ اللّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْمِ

I begin my new 2016/2017 semester today. Here still in UT but recently as 3rd year student. Guys,, Oh My God, could not believe it!

Thanks Allah but I was not in good shape of emotions and physical yet quite sleepy because i drove for a long journey yesterday. Even though I'm tired but when it comes to family bonding, there will be really no way to excuse.

So, my class starts on 10am in the morning for C-and-I subject. Met Mr.Azh again as my lecturer. I've already met him before in electrical laboratory. He is just nice and considerable to be FAV lecturer especially when he decided to appoint me to be class representative assistant. (hu-hu)

I went back home before having my next class on 2 o'clock in the afternoon. It's time for FLU II further topics from previous FLU I last semester. I got shocked as the lecturer was very young, soft spoken and for sure he is a man with brilliant brain as he entitled with DR.Akm.

By the way, I have not take any selfies today due to no close members are there in classes with me. As I returned home, I straight away prepared my notebooks, files and schedule for my studies. It took hours as I was a SLO-MO person...hurmmmm...

Front name and details. My major throwback during school time.. 

Files for papers and hardcopy

6 subjects for this semester

I know this semester will kill me, knock me down, bring me to hell but I have no fear of loosing because I already gone tough enough so far. Hence, I would like to take this opportunity to inspire others and not to forget a little wish of GOOD LUCK to all my friends and let's moving forward! Dream, big, bigger and biggest! (he-he). I'll always pray for our success buddyz.

Everyone has highs and lows that they have to learn from, but every morning I start off with a good head on my shoulders, saying to myself, 'It's going to be a good day!

 

Made My Day!

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُهُ

.. بِسْمِ اللّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْمِ

Acitivies for today :

1. Going to secondary school 

Gathered at school on 10.30am with Naddy, Nidgi, Ana. First, we decided to buy 2 sets of coupon for MYR10. Which brought MYR5 equally for four of us. 

We greeted teachers and few friends there before walking along the stalls. It's just nice to have chit-chat with our former teachers as they still remember our names and faces. Actually, I didn't have courage to do so but with them around, I felt very comfortable to be in the school again this time. Not much to be bought but they earned my respect for having great entrepreneurial skills. This is important not only to attract customers, also to ensure that students can survive for money especially out of school in future. 

After finished eating at 'Wakaf Bilik Guru', we went to the field again and luckily to bump into Ekin (Our HK ambassador)..hehe..We took pictures together and then dismissed.

2. Chilling with Naddy @ Library

I started car engine and went straight to Library with Naddy. As we promised yesterday to chilling for WiFi there and had a cold sensation and conducive place for relaxing our mind. We arrived at 12.45pm but we were very thirsty that time caused us to buy soft drinks from the vending machine located nearby. I had 100+ and fruit juice for Naddy. We sat at 3rd floor for 10 minutes before moving to 2nd floor regarding no electrical supply for my lappy charger. Huhu..Naddy and I talked a lot, from joking, education, marriage till life goals included. She's very ambitious and independent person I've ever met.I went to Musolla on 3.30pm to perform my Zuhr prayer and then continued our activity up there.

*None picture was taken because too mainstream for me to snap at libraray.. kih3..

 

3.Meet Teacher Azreen

I did private message her in Facebook to ask for phone number because I've read her comments with senior on coming for tonight's Alumni's dinner. I gave the number that teacher had wrote on message and passed it to Naddy. She took responsible to set up our short meeting. Alhamdulillah, we managed to meet her at Hotel. Settle down our things at library, we picked up Nidgi at Taman U and dropped by SR to buy a piece of Red Velvet Cake for teacher then drove to Hotel. As we reached there, suddenly Teacher asked to follow her went to Ayer Hitam.

OMG!! All of us smiling and buckled car seat belts as ready sign for F1 racing. Hehe..Touched down Ayer Hitam on 5.30pm and had crunchy fried banana + 'sambal kicap' with coconut water at roadside stall. Teacher and us had a great and joyful chat together. 

4. "Watching" sunset  

As we looked at time, it's already 6.20pm and we had not perform our Asar prayer. We decided to perform it at Library because we're heading to that way anyway. After that, we sat together at Cafe to upload photos from phone storage to our GPS group (Free WiFi available there). Not to forget "we-fie" before everybody went home and wishing for another sunset watching at rooftop of building there. Perhaps, next week.

 

Zinirah turns 21!

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُهُ

.. بِسْمِ اللّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْمِ

Thanks Allah my Lord for giving me strength and ability to reach my 21st birthday.
I won't wish too many things like my past childhood, but today I just want you to grant me a happy family, great health to serve my parents and maturity to gain success here in the world and bless for my after. 

Thanks to my fellow friends, beloved family and contacts for the wishes.

From my love:

 

From my primary schoolmates:

From my secondary schoolmates:

From my beloved family:

No rather best compliment should I said to them except :
"Jazakumullah Khairan Katsiran Wa Jazakumullah Ahsanal Jaza. Semoga Allah SWT akan membalas kamu dengan kebaikan yang banyak dan semoga Allah SWT akan membalas kamu dengan balasan yang terbaik."

I realized that I've been chasing lot of world's treasure ... until I forgot how much and bad did I hurt other's feeling. Allah still offered me with success in studies, life with full enjoyment yet less burden than people around me. 

Sometimes, I told myself, what type of Degree holder did you wanna be? 
"The one who received high salary each month without blessing from Lord" 
or 
"The one whom graduated with Honours without nothing in her mind"  
or even
"The one being hated by society"

Then I closed my eyes  BUT still cannot give the right answers and suits the questions.
I really hope one fine day I can answer it and told myself the exact answer.
   
   

Heart Of Ramadan 1436H

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُهُ

.. بِسْمِ اللّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْمِ

 I am being too judgemental to others. I always judge them by their physical appearances, words spoken and face reactions. I had never give them chances to show their real character.

I always say to myself, "I can control my emotion, myself" for the past 7 years before until I was smashed by a strong 'hammer'. I realized that actually I couldn't controlled my own emotion at all. I was forgot that Allah SWT has greatness and right to twist sometimes shake my heart into another conditions.

Lately, I dropped my tears so many times. When I'm alone in the middle of night, I started to flashback upon all I've done.  I prayed to Allah seeking for His forgiveness and asked Him for strength to 'walk' again as tomorrow I wake up.

It's alright to be less than perfect sometimes! (^_<)～☆

Choose to let go.
Choose dignity. 
Choose to forgive yourself.
Choose to forgive others.
Choose to see your value.
Choose to show the world you’re not a victim.Choose to make us proud.

Sincerely,

-Me-

Lifeless? No, I won't!

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُهُ

.. بِسْمِ اللّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْمِ


After a long time I haven't write,
Today, I'm glad to share my progressions.
During my past, I was busy with classes ,, relationship,, and activities..
Now, I'm now standing alone. 

As for now, I would like to focus on my half-life : SCOUT~~

Wa Wa,Dib Dib, Jan Jan, Ha Ha and ME

hahaha..
With the right intention in my heart, 
I sincerely wanna optimize my full time with this thing.
I'm currently having FINAL examination for SEM IV .
5 subjects to go..
and
Conducting / Handling / Managing 8K ringgit programme : K-A-W-I-E

Such a big burden on my shoulder as I'm the vice president.. 
opps! No, it's a challenge for me and my team. =LIFE MUST GO ON=

# Learn from my mistakes, and keep moving forward. 
Because Allah did all these for a good reason in future.
Others are now putting effort in helping me to see my smile again. 
So, don't you ever forget that Xi! 
Insya-Allah.

Moral of the stories : Don't get love and drunk okay!
Goodluck alls, See ya again~