Lifeless? No, I won't!

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُهُ

.. بِسْمِ اللّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْمِ


After a long time I haven't write,
Today, I'm glad to share my progressions.
During my past, I was busy with classes ,, relationship,, and activities..
Now, I'm now standing alone. 

As for now, I would like to focus on my half-life : SCOUT~~

Wa Wa,Dib Dib, Jan Jan, Ha Ha and ME

hahaha..
With the right intention in my heart, 
I sincerely wanna optimize my full time with this thing.
I'm currently having FINAL examination for SEM IV .
5 subjects to go..
and
Conducting / Handling / Managing 8K ringgit programme : K-A-W-I-E

Such a big burden on my shoulder as I'm the vice president.. 
opps! No, it's a challenge for me and my team. =LIFE MUST GO ON=

# Learn from my mistakes, and keep moving forward. 
Because Allah did all these for a good reason in future.
Others are now putting effort in helping me to see my smile again. 
So, don't you ever forget that Xi! 
Insya-Allah.

Moral of the stories : Don't get love and drunk okay!
Goodluck alls, See ya again~

15 Days Being Indie~

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُهُ

.. بِسْمِ اللّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْمِ

Guys, I'm back with new update. Hehe
Having 3 months semester-break and will begin Sem 4 on 9th September 2013.
Insya-Allah

Guess what?
I'm now learning on how to earn money for living.
Huh. It's damn tired.
FACTORY OPERATOR!

Before, I never expect that this will be the toughest job I ever experienced.
I always think people with no qualification of education only suited for that position.
But now, I've open my mind as wide as bird's view.
It's totally different!

From 7.55am-5.40pm (9 hours)
working fast like a machine
ruled by line leader
monitored by supervisor
paired with strange person

WHOAAAA! It's challenging guys.
Now I realized, earning money with this kind of job is not easy.
Physical & Mental preparation are needed.

I've met many people there include my villagers.
Some are kinds and some are strange.
Never mind, whatever or whoever they are,
still in the same roof.. hihi
Be patient and keep calm okay.

I will work for 3 weeks maybe.
I want my life back.
3 weeks are enough to neutralized my behavior.
Will struggle my studies persistently in order not to work as operator again.

"If people would like to returned their childhood back now, where they can have fun,enjoy thinking of nothing, and fearless.. I won't go there. As for me, The child might be happy but think of the parents. How they earn living through this hardship..Is it good to be happy over other's hardship? NO, IT WILL NEVER BE ."

My factory.. 

I-P-C
Itami Plastic Corporation 

When? Not now..but I will !

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُهُ

.. بِسْمِ اللّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْمِ

The UPU had announced the intake for SPM Leavers 2011. And I'm part of them. wii~ .. To those who receive offer from their beloved university or at least got offer from any higher education instituition,congratulations!.. For those who did'nt receive any intake.. We're in the same boat guys..But.. no worries okay.. Life must go on.. hehe..

How dare UTHM rejected me? haha.. *just kidding!

Whatever it takes, let me say Alhamdulillah.. This is an obstacle for me in order to pursue my dreams. At least,Allah guide me on how to be strong and the most important is to be a low-profile person. Even my friends and family remind me not to give up easily. I got many ways to get into university.Insya-Allah.. Like the proverb : Where there's a will,there's a way.. wii~

My second application.. Hope I can get it even I'm gonna late..
Better late than never right?.. 

*Please pray for my success here & after okay.. 

FIRST WEEK OF TRIAL

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُهُ

... بِسْمِ اللّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْمِ

Glad to be here again and the most important thing is continue to hurting my soul,forcing my hands yet washing my mind.Facing the TRIAL with patience and confidence.I read what I should also spot the questions randomly.My friends seem to be prepared.They look very calm and relax.
Let me express my opinion about 4 subjects that I have gone through all this week.

1.Bahasa Malaysia : Kertas 1 (Something new because I can write for 4 pages)
                               Kertas 2 (Too many words to write on)
2.English: Paper 1(Exactly as what I spot of)
               Paper 2(A bit stuck on novel parts)
3.Pendidikan Islam: Kertas 1(Need a double check when answering it)
                               Kertas 2(Better than the first one)
4.Sejarah:Kertas 1(10 doubt answer for 10 questions)
               Kertas 2(Lack of memorizing facts/explanation)

Overall,it is quite easy but just wait for the upcoming week.I know I can smile behind the tears.huhu

Tahajjud Prayer

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُهُ

... بِسْمِ اللّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْمِ 

"And during a part of the night, pray Tahajjud beyond what is incumbent upon you"

Quran (Surah 17: Verse 79)

Tahajjud is derived from the Arabic root “hajada”.
Meaning: he who was wakeful in the night.
Tahajjud prayer, also known as Solatul-Lail,
was an obligatory prayer for our Prophet (saw)
to offer anytime after Isyak Prayer.
For the Ummah of the Holy Prophet (saw)
this particular prayer holds the most merit
from all the optional prayers that one can perform.

"....highly recommended for you to observe Tahajjud Prayer, for it was the practice of your righteous predecessors.The Tahajjud prayer brings you close to your Lord, atones for your sins, drives disease from the body, and puts a stop to transgression.” (Bukhari and Muslim)

Time & Performance of Tahajjud

“The closest that a slave comes to his Lord is during the middle of the latter portion of the night.
If you can be among those who remember Allah the Exalted One at that time, then do so.”
(At-Tirmizi)
Anytime between: 12:30am and one hour before Sahur ends.

Although Tahajjud Prayer can be anywhere between 2-8 rakaats (cycles), Perform at least 4.
The tahajjud should be observed such that in each rakaat you recite:
> the verse Al-Fatihah once
>the verse Al-Ikhlas three times.

Advantages

It is highly recommended that one wakes up one's own partner for this prayer also.
Abu Hurairah quoted the Prophet (peace and blessings be upon him) as saying:

“May Allah bless the man who gets up during the night to pray and wakes up his wife and who, if she refuses to get up, sprinkles water on her face. And may Allah bless the woman who gets up during the night to pray and wakes up her husband and who, if he refuses, sprinkles water on his face.” (Ahmad)

The Prophet (peace and blessings be upon him) also said:

“If a man wakes his wife and prays during the night or they pray two rakaats together, they will be recorded among those (men and women) who (constantly) make remembrance of Allah.” (Abu Daud.)

Dua

Monthly Test 2 : Results [Part 2]

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُهُ

... بِسْمِ اللّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْمِ

Alhamdulillah."dozen" of A's today..

Received 4 papers today..

Bahasa Melayu - 82% (A)

Pendidikan Islam - 82% (A)

English - 85% (A)

[A little frustrated as I aimed for A+!
Will receive the paper back after teacher kicks-in marks..]

Modern Mathematics - 75% (A)

[Earns extra 10% as bonus from Mr.K]

Waiting faithfully for the last 2 papers next day.

Insya-Allah..



Monthly Test 2 : Results

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُهُ

 ... بِسْمِ اللّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْمِ

Today I have received 3 papers for 3 subjects.

They are Physics,Chemistry and Additional Mathematics.

Amazingly,I manage to reduce my G's symptom..hihi..

Physics - C (53%)

Chemistry - G (36%)

Additional Mathematics - B+ (69%)

No additional comments because the questions is not in full format of SPM..

But they are difficult for me..Yes,they are..

Alhamdulillah,thanks teachers and friends for giving me continous knowledges..

Will learn harder!

Animal Characteristics

Each of us has a mix of characteristics,
We call these groups, or behavioural styles monkeys, lions, horses and owls.

Lion
tend to be autocratic,
independent and strong willed.
Authoritative and goal-oriented,
Lions leap to challenges,
take decisive action and
seek to dominate the problem-solving process.
Able to cut to the chase,
at their most extreme, Lions are intolerant of other people’s advice and feelings,
wanting immediate results and failing to co-operate.

Best at: Being in Control
Worst social feature: Dictatorial
Response to stressful situation: “If you can’t stand the heat, get out of the kitchen.”

 

Horse

are caring creatures, 

at the other end of the scale to the Lion. 

They value close personal relationships and 

actively listen to the opinion of others. 

Horses are steady, 

calm and supportive, 

working slowly and 

cohesively while avoiding conflict. 

Qualities of patience, loyalty and 

consideration are the flipside of passivity, 

dependency and indecision.
Best at: Supporting others
Worst social feature: Submissive
Response to stressful situation: “OK, if that’s the way you must have it, we’ll try it.”

 

Monkeys

are sociable and spontaneous beasts, 

jumping rapidly between activities. 

Intuitive and emotional, 

monkeys love to be involved. 

They tend to dream the dramatic, 

taking risks and 

persuading others to follow the rainbow. 

At best they are open and 

enthusiastic visionaries: 

at worst impulsive and 

inconsistent time wasters.
Best at: Socialising
Worst social feature: Confrontational
Response to stressful situation: “Listen you idiot, I’m fed up with the way you’re treating me.”

 

Owls

attend to detail and 

tend to have serious personalities. 

Persistence is more important than imagination or deadlines. 

Driven by data, owls are intellectual, 

structured and organised animals, 

devoted to ‘getting it right’. 

Cautious and compliant with authority, 

they like to work methodically through objective tasks 

in a controlled environment. 

This can make them resentful in the face of change.
Best at: Processes and Systems
Worst social feature: Withdrawn
Response to stressful situation: “I can’t help you any further - do what you want.”

 

If you know your own characteristics, 

you can accentuate strengths and minimise weaknesses. 

If you are a horse, be more assertive and 

really work on the eye contact; 

if a lion, show that you are listening. 

Owls should try to be open-minded and 

demonstrate attentive body language. 

Monkeys need to concentrate and appear businesslike.

My First Try!

I entered Inter-school debate for Bahasa Melayu..

It is my 1st trial among 4 years in SESEGA..

Today,we managed to get into SEMI-FINAL!

Alhamdulillah..

My comrade are:

1) Saifuddin

2) Sakinah

3)Farhanah

They are amazing!

Just the way their teacher and coach are!

Talking about coach,

I would like to thanks them.

Who? Brothers and sisters from UTHM.

They are NATIONAL class debater what..

 They are the committees of Sekretariat Debat UTHM

They sacrifice their times and energy to guide us..

We owed you some!

Very excited when I meet :

-Bro Akim 

-Bro Azreen

-Bro Saddam a.k.a BG

-Bro Mizan

-Bro Ummul

-Sis Fazrina

-Sis Elli

-Sis Tashaa

I hope to proceed this interests as I get into university soon.

Insya-Allah..

And that is what the coach wants us to do..

Wish me all the best ya!

93 just proved it..will you 94 degrees?

SPM in 2010 is the best among 4 years..
Fewwww...really great!
This means that I have to challenge myself..
With my comrades..
Who are living in SBP/MRSM now..

So,below is the ranking for MRSM/SBP..
I am really excited to have this
because of my love..

He is listed also..
TGB!!! TGB!!! TGB!!! ..I love you! hihi..

Top 7 for SBP:
1. SMS Tuanku Munawir                  -  0.89
2. SBPI Gombak                              -  1.13
3. Kolej Islam Sultan Alam Shah       -  1.15
4. Sekolah Tun Fatimah                    -  1.28
5. SBPI Rawang                              -  1.34
6. SMS Alam Shah                          -  1.35
7. SMS Kuala Terengganu               -  1.36

Top 7 for MRSM:
1. MRSM Pengkalan Chepa             -  0.83
2. MRSM Tun Ghafar Baba, Jasin    -  0.91
3. MRSM Taiping                            -  0.97
4. MRSM Langkawi                        -  1.33
5. MRSM Kuala Kubu Bharu          -  1.68
6. MRSM Kubang Pasu                  -  1.73
7. MRSM Kuala Berang                  -  1.73

See?
Anyway,just to inspire my batch..7/11..a.k.a 94 degrees...
Come on guys! We can do better than this..

SMK Seri Gading,

Congratz to all near miss 9A1B candidates..
Congratz to all heroes and heroins of 93 batch!
We will ensure that for next year,
There will be MANY straight A+,A,A- students..
Exclusively on 2011!!
Insya-Allah..

Don't stop your steps!

After my curriculum test 1,
I feel very anxious..
To face the test is easy but to have the result..
OMG! (everybody say no!! hehe..)

Each day,I was given many "challenges"..
According to Sir A..it is pronounce as...'CHALENG' haha..

Recently,
I lost my great-grandmother..
I failed my ADD MATH subject..
I took responsible for my prefect organisation..
I must do this and that..waaaarrghhh!!

Sometimes,the world is just AWESOME!
But now,I feel that the world is just BORED!
Maybe I am the one who always
put myself into the problems and stress..
Is there any options? No isn't it??

For this moment,
I also discover something new..
My friends,my teachers and my family..
I observed them in different way..
Yet I knew that they are very unique.
With their own personalities,
With their emotions,
With their positive-thinking..
And many more..

I want to change..!!
I want to be MYSELF!!
Anyone please guide me..
Hopefully, the transformation will happen to me..
I will do my very best to find myself..

Others cannot be like us!

The question is,

why do we want others to be like us?

Maybe once because of the way we meet

that has produced the best and most successful,

we think that it is the best way for everyone.

In the enthusiasm for other people

follow formula for success ourselves,

we are forcing other people to follow.

Finally, when other people do not want to care, we are angry.

While we are angry is not justified because they are not us.

There are also those among us

who use their position as a leader or a more qualified person

to force others to follow our way.

There is no doubt, how coercion can produce success.

However, they are bound may just get along

because their minds and hearts forced.

If we do not, then each will go the way alone.

This occurs regardless of the country, organization or institution of the family.

Thus, for what we want others to like us?

Did the man created by the various differences?

It would be boring if we all think and act alike.

We are not robots.

Instead, we are human beings

who have hearts and feelings.

celebrate despite differences in the shift.



Get to know yourself better

TRUE OR FALSE IT IS DOES NOT MATTER..
JUST READ IT FOR FUN.. :P


Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
 
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
 
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
 
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
 
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
 
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
 
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
 
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
 
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

For those who are interested,check this http://www.quizbox.com/ ..

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Yeah,, good news to all the Form 4 students...

Who manage to get straight A's in PMR 2010..

The MOE has announced their new schools (SBP)..

Congrats!!!

I have nothing to say here because I'm now and forever here..

In SESEGA..hehe

I hope that they can survive in new environment there..

Learn new things that they could not get in SESEGA..

Then, pursue success in SPM 2012..

This is their turn.. 

I admit that my time has gone..

A bigger challenge is waiting for me now..

So,I won't let it go without success.. (I really mean it)

SPM !!! Here I come..

Fascinated by NUMBERS..

Numbers are widely especially in mathematics.
As for me, number 5 has its own beauty..
Guess why?
Because I'm gonna be form 5..hehe
That's all..

I just registered myself today..
What a big relief to know that my classroom teacher..
Is a man and not women after almost 4 years before..
Alhamdulillah,he is Sir Zainal Abidin Hassan a.k.a Za'aba..
He's gonna be my Bahasa Malaysia's teacher..
Also my debate fascilitator..Insya-Allah..

Back to the topic,
What will it be next year huh?
Let me imagine some..haha..

(NEW ECOSYSTEM)

Teacher: Introduce yourself please..
Me: Oh,I'm Xera..
Friend: Your marks are not suite with your title..haha
Teacher: Don't give up.Still have time..
Me: Hope so..(Why my result is so terrible? )








(IT'S PARTY GUYS!! )

Me: Haha..let's play bowling at the mall..
Friend: This evening?Don't we have classes?
Me:The extra classes have not start yet..
Friend: Yeah! Why not right??








(WHAT'S WRONG??)
Teacher: I could not see your handwriting here..
Me: Are you sure teacher? It must be there..
Teacher: Huh?Your essays is in this blank page??
Me: Oh,I guess it have not finished yet..I forgot..hehe..








(STUCKED HERE..)
Friend: This is the list of topics..
Me: What for?
Friend: HAHA! It's diagnostic tomorrow..
Me: Oh no! Books,notes,..List of formulae..??
Friend: It's all here..I mean,,LIBRARY..hehe
Me: May I copy from you? I don't have time..please..







(INVERSE? RODENT? SHC? NEUTRALISATION?)

Me: What's all these?I could not remember..
Friend: Are you joking? We have learnt these last year..
Me: OMG! HAHA! I'm joking..(Maybe)
Friend: Don't tell me that you forgot these okay..
Me: I'm not forgot but I just don't know..
Friend: ???....







Enough here..It should not be worst like this..
I just said,it's imagination..haha
I'm scared to do those things..
So, all I need is CHANGE!
For this damn so freaking year..huhu

Insya-Allah,
I'll try to balance my time..
Family,Friends,Teachers..
Curriculum and co-curriculum..
Of course,my creator..ALLAHURABBI..






And put my 200% efforts towards 9A+ in SPM..
So,the imagination should be like this..

 Create a historic life in Form 5..

Sketch my number and names on the rock..

As a legend.. =)

Qualities of Wonderful Leaders

Definition:

A person who leads a group of people, especially the head of a country, an organization, etc.‏

To be a wonderful leader, one should possess combinations of some of the following qualities:

1) Leaders Have Good Communication Skills

    Communication process is not complete until the audience has both listened and

understood the delivered message.

2) Leaders Are People with Courage

    Leaders learn how to suck up their courage, trust their instincts, and

move ahead into the unknown, even when they're just as scared as their followers.

3) Leaders Pay Attention to Details

    Successful leadership calls for mastery of the details of the leader's position.

4) Leaders are Problem Solvers

    "You can measure a leader by the problems he tackles.

He always looks for ones his own size"

5) Leaders Build Relationships

• Not putting self-interest before the interests of your staff,
• Keeping promises and doing what you say you will do,
• Being in touch with and sensitive to other people's feelings,
•  Being calm in a crisis and when under pressure,
• Being honest and truthful,
• Not taking personal credit for other people's work, and
• Always being fair.

6) The Leader as Team-Builder

    Prophet Muhammad s.a.w. is acknowledged as an exemplary team leader

who knew how to get the best out of his principal lieutenants

by understanding the true value of the human resource factor.

7) The Leader as Visionary

    "Wonderful leaders are comparable to eagles.

They fly higher but not in flocks, like most birds"