Heart Of Ramadan 1436H

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُهُ

.. بِسْمِ اللّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْمِ

 I am being too judgemental to others. I always judge them by their physical appearances, words spoken and face reactions. I had never give them chances to show their real character.

I always say to myself, "I can control my emotion, myself" for the past 7 years before until I was smashed by a strong 'hammer'. I realized that actually I couldn't controlled my own emotion at all. I was forgot that Allah SWT has greatness and right to twist sometimes shake my heart into another conditions.

Lately, I dropped my tears so many times. When I'm alone in the middle of night, I started to flashback upon all I've done.  I prayed to Allah seeking for His forgiveness and asked Him for strength to 'walk' again as tomorrow I wake up.

It's alright to be less than perfect sometimes! (^_<)～☆

Choose to let go.
Choose dignity. 
Choose to forgive yourself.
Choose to forgive others.
Choose to see your value.
Choose to show the world you’re not a victim.Choose to make us proud.

Sincerely,

-Me-

Allah Is Enough For Me

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُهُ

.. بِسْمِ اللّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْمِ

Would like to share with readers about this fantastic, calming and amazing Zikr.

when you're sorrow ...
when you're sad ...
when you're catching feeling...
when your heart beats slowly...
when your hands rubbed forehead...
when the heart grows brittle...
when breath is disturbed...

when the soul is still uncertain...

Say these words:

HASBI RABBI JALLALLAH

~ Ramadan Kareem ~

Deeds will never die!

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُهُ

.. بِسْمِ اللّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْمِ

We are not perfect for everyone, we are only perfect for those select few people that really take the time to get to know us and love us for who we really are.  And to those select few, being our imperfectly perfect self is what they love about us.


I'm very regret for doing those things to you dearest people.. 
Only now I realize how grateful I am ..

How all of you appreciate me for the way I am..
Thanks and sorry again!


I promise, I'll workd hard and smart to be someone in future..

Let me build my confidence towards future first..
Then,I'll be coming back as what you want me to be..
Insya-Allah..

The Power in Your Hands (Petronas)

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُهُ

... بِسْمِ اللّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْمِ

I would like to share with all readers,

this adverstisement made by Petronas for 2011..

Although its duration only 60 seconds but

for me,it is meaningful.here..deep inside my heart..

Eid + Indipendence Day



35 Things To Give Up Today..

1.Give up trying to be perfect.
2.Give up comparing yourself to others.
3.Give up dwelling on the past or worrying too much about the future. 
4.Give up complaining. 
5.Give up holding grudges.
6.Give up waiting.
7.Give up lying. 
8.Give up trying to avoid mistakes.
9.Give up saying, “I can’t.”
10.Give up trying to be everything to everyone.
11.Give up thinking you’re not ready.
12.Give up setting small goals for yourself.
13.Give up trying to do everything by yourself.
14.Give up blaming others for your troubles. 
15.Give up trying to live up to the expectations of others.
16.Give up the ‘easy street’ mentality. 
17.Give up letting your thoughts and feelings bottle up inside.
18.Give up beating around the bush.
19.Give up avoiding change. 
20.Give up your sense of entitlement.
21.Give up waiting until the last minute.
22.Give up being dramatic.
23.Give up foolish habits that you know are foolish.
24.Give up being shy.
25.Give up worrying about what others think of you. 
26.Give up trying to control everything.
27.Give up following the path of least resistance.
28.Give up persistent multi-tasking.
29.Give up thinking others are luckier than you. 
30.Give up taking yourself so seriously.
31.Give up thinking about the things you don’t have.
32.Give up trying to fit in. 
33.Give up trying to be different for the sake of being different.
34.Give up trying to avoid risk. 
35.Give up putting your own needs on the back burner.

Comradeships

This post is special dedicated for my friends.

I always think these two words, 

F.R.I.E.N.D.S.F.O.R.E.V.E.R.

is so cliche..

But as the time creeps..

I do feel..

They are some true friends who can:

1 : Hear my cry all of sudden

2 : Laugh with bad faces without any shame

3 : Talk with comfortable feeling about anything

Not just pretending..

To be a good friend telling me:

1 : I will be there for you (When the time comes,you are not there) 

2 : I agree with you (Actually, looking for self-interests)

3 : I enjoy laughing with you (Other side, make fun of me)

Yes! You!

You know my: 

1 : Bad behaviour

2 : Disgusting atitude

3 : Wind of anger

Even others keep telling me I am crazy..

but you still be friends with me..

Thank you!

Feeling Empty ..

It is empty!

It is empty!

It is empty!

Really empty here..

Come back to me please..

I really need you!

Oh my inspiration...wish 'you' can be with me..

Talk and listen my problems..

I have deliver all of them in my prayers..

But it seems to stuck inside my heart..

So,just going to make myself enjoy now..

Let us karaoke with this meaningful song:

Failed again yaww!

Got Chemistry marks today..
Here we are..Another G grade.. huhu..

Proud to know that my friend got highest in the class..
With the marks of 72% and A-..
Such a clever person right?
Congratz Nidgi!!
Wish you a gold button okay!

+Math (==')

Got my Add Math marks.

As usual,proudly present to you..

Got G for this subject!

Failed again and over again.

It is okay.

I accept it with open heart.

Nothing to be fussy about.

Because I know,it is all my fault.

I am the one who are inept in this situation.

Just keep moving forward..hihi

Just celebrated my mom's birthday today.

Wish her a good life and long gavity!

Love you Mom!

Results for you!

Welcome back to my latest progress..
Just got my exam papers together with their marks..
Good and a little nonsense!
All in one..haha..

Received Maths paper..
B+ which is 74%..
Sir Khamsan says:
"74..only 4 marks above what I target for..How? "
Then,when Nidgi and me were doing the corrections..
He added,
"Oh..you can answer the question without any helps when you did it for second time..Great right?"
Going like crazy sitting there! Listening to his 'fire' words..

Next is Biology...
It is 66% - B+..
Alhamdulillah..Yeah!
Unexpected result! I even listed as Top 10 rankers..
In addition, I also got C2 Cool and Clean Orange Flavor from Sir Razak..

Best thing ever when I got applause from all my friends..
(Well,,I am an underdog student right?)
From 52% up,up and away to 66%..
What a big relief..
Managed to beat Nadia.. :)

But it is true..
Happiness won't last forever!
Pendidikan Islam time...
Got 54% - C together with 46 times of cane..

Smile always!!

So,the lessons that I have learnt for today is...( Just like writing a novel synopsis)

Keep watching this progress on the next time!
In the same places..
In the same time..
At this weird blog! Okay!

I.M.I.S.S.Y.O.U

this night..I am missing 'MR.M'..
HIM???

Yes! HIM..My love..
I love HIM since I was 10..
HE is just too perfect for me compared to MR.S..
Who is MR.S ??
Who is MR.M??

But,MR.M was gone..
He is now far away..
He will always has someone by his side..
I am nothing to him..
He even don't care for me like I care for him..

I admire him so much..
People might think that I'm crazy..
But,,,YES!! I'm crazy for him..
He is the one who inspire me before and after I failed my UPSR..
He is the one who guide me to achieve straight A's in PMR..
Now,,he is no longer be with me for my SPM..
So,I need stand alone without him..

So sad..
I can't be with him..
We aren't meant together my love..
Even when I clashed with MR.S..
You're just too special..
Until you don't want to accept my fault..
I'm feeling guilty for what I've done..
Sorry okay..

I always remember him..
His pictures..
His latest status..
His latest achievement..
It's all in my mind..

Let others know..
Even it will be useless..
Honestly,,
I WAS DAZZLED BY MR.S
and I MISS YOU!
Oh my MR.M..
:-(

*mr.s = SBP
  mr.m = MRSM

Frustrated!!

In 5 hours later,I'm going to Physics Extra Class..As usual when it comes to holidays..hahaha
Now,I'm watching World Cup,Germany vs Australia..As I watch it,Germany seems to win the match..
But,maybe it's too early for me to jump into a conclusion..Who knows Australia will wake upfrom their sleep in the 2nd half..i wish..Somebody asked me which team that I support..I said,"Portugal or maybe England..or whatever ..".That person told me "You have no fixed opinion at all..".issk2..Well,people like to judge others by their outlooks..But don't you think that sometimes,we just be kidding..Do not want to be serious all the times..That is what I always did in my life..So,I replied.."Do not want to be an adult yet..Would like to enjoy this childhood..".That person said "Wake up quickly and don't be late for your SPM..".Well,people like to judge others by their outlooks..But don't you think that sometimes,we just be kidding..Do not want to be serious all the times..That is what I always did in my life..Mm,,does all people out there have the same thinking like this??
I guess the world is just awesome..Why must it still happens..??
I am very frustrated..
Now I am broken..The person who I would like to make as my INSPIRATION create a trouble..Either (....I.) or (...A.)..Both are just the same..Always get me feel numb and crazy all the time..
Just wishing that I can focus on my studies..'Go to hell' other fool things..Please send someone not to love me..But to guide and be such a best friend I have ever had in my life..Because now,I am all alone..
There is no more laugh,cry,or gossips..I do not have strength to face today and tomorrow..
It is hard for me to adapt in this situation..Just keep praying for strength,patience and intelligence for my friends also for myself..I will try my best even I have nobody else to be with me..Insya-Allah..

Remembering last 2009..

Every 16th May,,

I celebrate the day together with my beloved teachers..

I remembered last year in 2009,

The moment we made suprises to Teacher Azimah..

Had fun with cakes..

Hahaha..also took pictures here and there..

That was the day such that the school belong to us..

Very enjoy!!

But to face tomorrow,

It is like a dream..

Having the celebrations again..

For sure,

It will be different tomorrow..

Celebrate it without some of friends..

If they can be strong,

I need to be stronger than them..

Face all challenges..

Accept the faith..

The faith that separation is always better for us..

(Yes!!! I will accept it now..I have to..)

To all my friends,

Do your very best in this mid-year examinations..

I will do the same thing..

Score A+ in those 9 subject..

REMEMBER!!

We have the same mission:

To reach the end of this journey and bring happiness to our parents and family

that have waiting for us patiently..

What differs us is just that..

Some of us using the highway and the others using the normal road..

Highway is a symbolic for friends who are now in SBP/MRSM..

Normal road is a symbolic for friends who are still staying in SESEGA a.k.a SSG.. 

No matter what we use,

Always plan every inch of your steps..

If you fall and get hurted,,

Stand up and try to move again..

There is no 'stop' for our steps..

We need to suffer..

Yes,we have to..

If not,you will be the worst person in this world..

Together we strive for exellence!!