Made My Day!

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُهُ

.. بِسْمِ اللّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْمِ

Acitivies for today :

1. Going to secondary school 

Gathered at school on 10.30am with Naddy, Nidgi, Ana. First, we decided to buy 2 sets of coupon for MYR10. Which brought MYR5 equally for four of us. 

We greeted teachers and few friends there before walking along the stalls. It's just nice to have chit-chat with our former teachers as they still remember our names and faces. Actually, I didn't have courage to do so but with them around, I felt very comfortable to be in the school again this time. Not much to be bought but they earned my respect for having great entrepreneurial skills. This is important not only to attract customers, also to ensure that students can survive for money especially out of school in future. 

After finished eating at 'Wakaf Bilik Guru', we went to the field again and luckily to bump into Ekin (Our HK ambassador)..hehe..We took pictures together and then dismissed.

2. Chilling with Naddy @ Library

I started car engine and went straight to Library with Naddy. As we promised yesterday to chilling for WiFi there and had a cold sensation and conducive place for relaxing our mind. We arrived at 12.45pm but we were very thirsty that time caused us to buy soft drinks from the vending machine located nearby. I had 100+ and fruit juice for Naddy. We sat at 3rd floor for 10 minutes before moving to 2nd floor regarding no electrical supply for my lappy charger. Huhu..Naddy and I talked a lot, from joking, education, marriage till life goals included. She's very ambitious and independent person I've ever met.I went to Musolla on 3.30pm to perform my Zuhr prayer and then continued our activity up there.

*None picture was taken because too mainstream for me to snap at libraray.. kih3..

 

3.Meet Teacher Azreen

I did private message her in Facebook to ask for phone number because I've read her comments with senior on coming for tonight's Alumni's dinner. I gave the number that teacher had wrote on message and passed it to Naddy. She took responsible to set up our short meeting. Alhamdulillah, we managed to meet her at Hotel. Settle down our things at library, we picked up Nidgi at Taman U and dropped by SR to buy a piece of Red Velvet Cake for teacher then drove to Hotel. As we reached there, suddenly Teacher asked to follow her went to Ayer Hitam.

OMG!! All of us smiling and buckled car seat belts as ready sign for F1 racing. Hehe..Touched down Ayer Hitam on 5.30pm and had crunchy fried banana + 'sambal kicap' with coconut water at roadside stall. Teacher and us had a great and joyful chat together. 

4. "Watching" sunset  

As we looked at time, it's already 6.20pm and we had not perform our Asar prayer. We decided to perform it at Library because we're heading to that way anyway. After that, we sat together at Cafe to upload photos from phone storage to our GPS group (Free WiFi available there). Not to forget "we-fie" before everybody went home and wishing for another sunset watching at rooftop of building there. Perhaps, next week.

 

Zinirah turns 21!

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُهُ

.. بِسْمِ اللّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْمِ

Thanks Allah my Lord for giving me strength and ability to reach my 21st birthday.
I won't wish too many things like my past childhood, but today I just want you to grant me a happy family, great health to serve my parents and maturity to gain success here in the world and bless for my after. 

Thanks to my fellow friends, beloved family and contacts for the wishes.

From my love:

 

From my primary schoolmates:

From my secondary schoolmates:

From my beloved family:

No rather best compliment should I said to them except :
"Jazakumullah Khairan Katsiran Wa Jazakumullah Ahsanal Jaza. Semoga Allah SWT akan membalas kamu dengan kebaikan yang banyak dan semoga Allah SWT akan membalas kamu dengan balasan yang terbaik."

I realized that I've been chasing lot of world's treasure ... until I forgot how much and bad did I hurt other's feeling. Allah still offered me with success in studies, life with full enjoyment yet less burden than people around me. 

Sometimes, I told myself, what type of Degree holder did you wanna be? 
"The one who received high salary each month without blessing from Lord" 
or 
"The one whom graduated with Honours without nothing in her mind"  
or even
"The one being hated by society"

Then I closed my eyes  BUT still cannot give the right answers and suits the questions.
I really hope one fine day I can answer it and told myself the exact answer.
   
   

Heart Of Ramadan 1436H

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُهُ

.. بِسْمِ اللّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْمِ

 I am being too judgemental to others. I always judge them by their physical appearances, words spoken and face reactions. I had never give them chances to show their real character.

I always say to myself, "I can control my emotion, myself" for the past 7 years before until I was smashed by a strong 'hammer'. I realized that actually I couldn't controlled my own emotion at all. I was forgot that Allah SWT has greatness and right to twist sometimes shake my heart into another conditions.

Lately, I dropped my tears so many times. When I'm alone in the middle of night, I started to flashback upon all I've done.  I prayed to Allah seeking for His forgiveness and asked Him for strength to 'walk' again as tomorrow I wake up.

It's alright to be less than perfect sometimes! (^_<)～☆

Choose to let go.
Choose dignity. 
Choose to forgive yourself.
Choose to forgive others.
Choose to see your value.
Choose to show the world you’re not a victim.Choose to make us proud.

Sincerely,

-Me-

Lifeless? No, I won't!

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُهُ

.. بِسْمِ اللّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْمِ


After a long time I haven't write,
Today, I'm glad to share my progressions.
During my past, I was busy with classes ,, relationship,, and activities..
Now, I'm now standing alone. 

As for now, I would like to focus on my half-life : SCOUT~~

Wa Wa,Dib Dib, Jan Jan, Ha Ha and ME

hahaha..
With the right intention in my heart, 
I sincerely wanna optimize my full time with this thing.
I'm currently having FINAL examination for SEM IV .
5 subjects to go..
and
Conducting / Handling / Managing 8K ringgit programme : K-A-W-I-E

Such a big burden on my shoulder as I'm the vice president.. 
opps! No, it's a challenge for me and my team. =LIFE MUST GO ON=

# Learn from my mistakes, and keep moving forward. 
Because Allah did all these for a good reason in future.
Others are now putting effort in helping me to see my smile again. 
So, don't you ever forget that Xi! 
Insya-Allah.

Moral of the stories : Don't get love and drunk okay!
Goodluck alls, See ya again~

Allah Is Enough For Me

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُهُ

.. بِسْمِ اللّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْمِ

Would like to share with readers about this fantastic, calming and amazing Zikr.

when you're sorrow ...
when you're sad ...
when you're catching feeling...
when your heart beats slowly...
when your hands rubbed forehead...
when the heart grows brittle...
when breath is disturbed...

when the soul is still uncertain...

Say these words:

HASBI RABBI JALLALLAH

~ Ramadan Kareem ~

15 Days Being Indie~

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُهُ

.. بِسْمِ اللّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْمِ

Guys, I'm back with new update. Hehe
Having 3 months semester-break and will begin Sem 4 on 9th September 2013.
Insya-Allah

Guess what?
I'm now learning on how to earn money for living.
Huh. It's damn tired.
FACTORY OPERATOR!

Before, I never expect that this will be the toughest job I ever experienced.
I always think people with no qualification of education only suited for that position.
But now, I've open my mind as wide as bird's view.
It's totally different!

From 7.55am-5.40pm (9 hours)
working fast like a machine
ruled by line leader
monitored by supervisor
paired with strange person

WHOAAAA! It's challenging guys.
Now I realized, earning money with this kind of job is not easy.
Physical & Mental preparation are needed.

I've met many people there include my villagers.
Some are kinds and some are strange.
Never mind, whatever or whoever they are,
still in the same roof.. hihi
Be patient and keep calm okay.

I will work for 3 weeks maybe.
I want my life back.
3 weeks are enough to neutralized my behavior.
Will struggle my studies persistently in order not to work as operator again.

"If people would like to returned their childhood back now, where they can have fun,enjoy thinking of nothing, and fearless.. I won't go there. As for me, The child might be happy but think of the parents. How they earn living through this hardship..Is it good to be happy over other's hardship? NO, IT WILL NEVER BE ."

My factory.. 

I-P-C
Itami Plastic Corporation 

2nd Moving to The 3rd

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُهُ

.. بِسْمِ اللّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْمِ

Just ended my 2nd sem exam and it is quite happy to be free.

(Even for a while)

I had went through all challenges in this sem.

I had learnt so much from the subjects I took.

No regret! No return! 

Yeah! Will finish my diploma full of hope and success.

Insya-Allah

For the upcoming 3rd sem,

(Monday, 1st April 2013)

I am going to sit for only 1 subject which is S-T-A-T-I-C-S.

Exactly the physics-extended maybe.

No need to rest so much although things look like easy.

Always prepared the best time to study and extra curricular activities.

Great news to know that my batch going to relocate at new residential colleges.

Boys --> : Kelisa and Manis 5

Girls --> : TF, Perwira and Bandar U

My classmates and I is already located at Bandar U.

Heaven of foods.. muahahaha..

Gambate Kudasai everybody!!!

Poem : SUCCESS

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُهُ

.. بِسْمِ اللّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْمِ


Just want to share with readers, this brilliant poem.
Written by : Stanley Oguh

Success is not just being the best, 
it's been so unassisted in a test.

Success is not been someone else, 
but by making yourself a role model to everyone else.

Success is not just academic stability, 
it's the mandate to succeed in every good ability.

Success is not just getting there first, 
it's sometimes needed to carry the rest.

Success isn't ' i know and you don't ', 
neither is it ' you know and i don't '.
It always says ' what can we learn from eachother ', 
or ' lets strive to be the best together '.

Success is not measured by fames or fortunes, 
but by the amendment of the past misfortunes.

Success has nothing to do with your age, 
neither is it acheived by lust or rage.

Success is not having all you want, 
but by you appericiating, cos that will count.

Success is set in motion by great men, 
who have nothing to do wit bad omen.

success doen't smile and say ' i have all ', 
neither does it laugh and say ' you don't have at all '.

Success isn't in knowledge or wealth, 
but it's in justice and divine health.

Success is acheived by great readers, 
who end up being exceptional leaders.

Success is not a feeling of superity, 
but by a unique character and humility.
Coupled with hardwork and determination, 
in order to achieve all dreams and visions.

Success doesn't mean financial prosperity, 
but it means heavenly security.
To get in the house of greatness, 
one must walk through the road of success.

Successful people believe right from d day of their birth, 
and in that which can't be destroyed by moth or death. 

Deeds will never die!

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُهُ

.. بِسْمِ اللّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْمِ

We are not perfect for everyone, we are only perfect for those select few people that really take the time to get to know us and love us for who we really are.  And to those select few, being our imperfectly perfect self is what they love about us.


I'm very regret for doing those things to you dearest people.. 
Only now I realize how grateful I am ..

How all of you appreciate me for the way I am..
Thanks and sorry again!


I promise, I'll workd hard and smart to be someone in future..

Let me build my confidence towards future first..
Then,I'll be coming back as what you want me to be..
Insya-Allah..